Tuesday, September 11, 2012

September 11, 2001 - I Will Never Forget

This is a re-post of my September 11 experience.
(original post)

This week I've found myself spending brief moments reflecting on the unfolding events of September 11. Thoughts that leave me as overcome with emotion as they have every year for the past 10 years. You see, my ordinary life almost wasn't.

My trip to New York started out like most other adventures I took at that time in my life. I was 25, single, and had enough disposable income that when someone suggested a trip, I didn't hesitate. A friend of mine was accompanying some of her family members to the City and I decided to join them at the last minute.

We had a fabulous trip. We saw show after show after show. We ate great food; acted like goofy tourists; visited and took pictures at every landmark; even posed with a sleeping man on the subway; you name it, this family made EVERYTHING fun.

After nearly a week, enjoying everything New York had to offer, we were scheduled to fly home Tuesday, September 11, 2001.

Because our flight wasn't leaving until that evening, our plans were to take all nine of us on a double-decker bus tour through the city - heaven help the rest of the tourists on that bus!

Late Saturday night, I'd heard the news that Suzie, the matriarch of the group, had changed our reservation. She felt strongly about switching this bus tour from Tuesday morning to Sunday morning.

This small prompting made my quiet, ordinary life possible.

You see, at 7:00 am Sunday, September 9, 2001 we were on a big red bus, playing every bit the part of lighthearted tourists enjoying the sights and sounds of the City.

By 8:15 am we were walking up to this building:

I was awe struck by it's height, and snapped this photo just as we entered the building.

By 8:40 that morning, we were up in the observation deck viewing the curvature of the earth.

And looking at a tiny Statue of Liberty (it's in the lower right of the photograph).

After our visit to the World Trade Center - Twin Towers, we hopped on a ferry and headed to Liberty Island to visit the Statue of Liberty.

The Manhattan skyline was magnificent from Liberty Island.

We finished out tour of the City, in good spirits - none the wiser that the choice we made was so significant.

Monday, September 10, 2001 my friend and I caught an early train to visit my sister living in Queens, NY. The 45 minute train ride was uneventful and, in hindsight, the last possible opportunity I'd have to get off the island of Manhattan for the next week.


Tuesday, September 11, 2001

I woke up in my hotel room at the Marriott Marquis in the middle of Times Square. I was sharing a room with my friend and two of her sisters. We weren't in any rush to get packed, and before I even got out of bed, we got a call from someone in our group in the adjacent room telling us to turn on the news. A plane had just crashed into the World Trade Center.

Watching the news footage replay the first plane plow right into the building, all I could think was "how could that pilot have POSSIBLY missed seeing that building?!" The Twin Towers extended so far above every other building it seemed hard to fathom it was an accident.

Still bewildered, watching the live footage, a chilling image shot across the screen and slammed right into the second Tower. My heart sank. There was no way this was a random accident. I sat up in bed and thought to myself, "If I need to evacuate, I need to get my stuff together and be ready." I jumped in the shower, dressed and very methodically started packing my bags.

It's funny, you never really know how you will react in a crisis. As a child my dad would take us on survival camping trips in the wilderness. We learned things like - pack only what you need, I.D., cash, etc.; layer your clothing, you can use your jacket as a pillow, blanket, etc.; most of all, don't panic.

So, I did just that. I packed a small bag of essentials in case we needed to evacuate and I couldn't take anything with me. I packed a bigger bag with other items that would be nice to have (assuming I could take it with me), and finally my large suitcase was filled with souvenirs and non-essential items.

At some point my friend grabbed me by my shoulders, shook me and asked, "why aren't you freaking out? Why are you so calm?!" To the contrary, I was scared. I was worried. I didn't know what was happening, and suddenly I realized I was stuck in a city unfamiliar to me and I was a long way from home.

There was a lot of confusion about what had just happened. The news hadn't confirmed a terrorist attack, so a couple of us headed down to the street to see what was happening. People were standing in Times Square watching the news coverage, talking to each other trying to figure out what was going on.

We headed South on Broadway in the direction of the Trade Towers. Our hotel was about 3.5 miles from Ground Zero. At first things didn't seem too out of the ordinary, most likely because Times Square is filled with so many tourists. As we got closer to Ground Zero, things started to change a bit. All the foot Traffic was only moving in one direction. The opposite of ours. In the days prior, the roads appeared to be in a perpetual traffic jam, and there was an abundance of yellow taxi's. This morning, the roads were quite empty, and there wasn't a taxi to be found (I'm not sure I saw one again for about 3-4 more days).

As we got closer we noticed a HUGE plume of smoke appear above the buildings ahead of us. We, of course had no idea what was happening. It was the first tower falling.

By the time we reached Duane Street (about 1/2 mile from Ground Zero) this is what we saw:

The ash started settling and accumulating on everything. It was falling like snow flurries. Reams of loose paper twisted and tumbled as the breeze blew them through the streets.

At this point, I decided to turn back. The streets were vacant, the stench in the air was horrendous, and I really didn't "need" to go any closer to see what was happening. A few blocks back city buses were picking people up and dropping them off in Midtown around 52nd Street. Then they'd circle around and pick up another load of passengers and repeat the process of moving people out of the Downtown area.

I hopped on one of these buses and for the first time realized the magnitude of what had just happened. Looking around, the bus was filled with businessmen and women. Some were quiet, crying, and covered in ash. Others were frantically dialing friends and family to see if they were "ok" or if they'd "made it out." One man broke down and started to quietly sob as he couldn't get through to whomever he was dialing. In that moment, I realized I was just a tourist. This was their life. They had been attacked in their city, in their place of work, in their own backyard.

It was on this bus that I learned the first tower had fallen.

Stepping off the bus was sensory overload. The stench in the air was stifling. I had a hard time catching my breath. The air smelled as if I was caught in a huge chemical campfire. Ash was floating in the air like snow flurries. The sounds of the city had been replaced with sirens. Lots and lots of sirens. Shops were closed and people were no longer jovial. Their faces were filled with expressions of confusion, anger, anxiousness, you name it.

I made my way back to the hotel. By this time, US Marshals had taken over securing the building. There was a line to enter the hotel. They had closed all but one entrance into and out of the building. We were not allowed back in unless we had a room key, photo identification, and our names matched the list of hotel guests.

My friend's mom had the forethought to call and let the front desk know we wouldn't be checking out that day. We were lucky. So many people were without a place to stay. The Island was blocked off. No one was allowed to leave and no one was allowed on the Island.

Back in my room, I was glued to the news coverage. By this time both towers had fallen, and it was confirmed as a terrorist attack. Everyone was on edge. The hotel emptied the parking garage for fear of a car bomb. Precautions were being taken all over the City for the same reason.

Planes were grounded. We had no idea when we were going home.

That night, US Marshals knocked on our hotel door, checked out our room, names, and identification. We gladly obliged.

At some point that afternoon my friend pulled a receipt from her purchase at "The Top of the World" in the gift shop at the World Trade Center. There was a time stamp.

9:01 a.m.

Had we taken our bus tour on Tuesday like we'd originally planned, we would have been in the observation deck at the time of the attack on the Twin Towers.

We were instantly humbled and grateful to be alive.

The next morning, Wednesday, September 12, 2001 we were still in shock from the horror of the previous day. We ventured out to the street. Everything was closed. Not a moving vehicle to be seen. It was a ghost town. Pigeons were j-walking.

Make-shift signs had gone up all over the city. These were hanging in Times Square. They read "Pray for Family and Victims" "God Bless America" "Freedom Will Be Defended."

By that evening food places started opening up again, and people took to the streets. A number of people staked out street corners calling everyone to repentance and preaching the impending apocalypse. I think most of us just wanted to feel some sort of connection to humanity. We'd been attacked, locked down in our hotels, and isolated.

As a testament to New York, there wasn't any looting. No violence. People were courteous and considerate of others. By nightfall Times Square was as sea of little American flags. I wish I had taken a picture. The scene will forever be burned in my memory.

We were a country in mourning. Yet, united we stood. Regardless how you feel about George W. Bush, his remarks that day were what we needed and longed to hear. He remained calm and resolved. Like a father ready to stand and defend his American family.

The rest of the week was filled with unknowns. When would we be able to go home? How are we going to get there? We'd looked into Amtrak or renting a car, moving van, anything to get us closer to our loved ones, but nothing was available.

Finally, word came that a few Domestic flights would be allowed to leave JFK.

Late Saturday (early Sunday morning) we were "wheels up" on one of the first flights out of New York. It was quite possibly the most frightening flight I've ever taken. Everyone was on edge.

Through the entire ordeal, I felt a calming inner peace. It wasn't until I got home and fell into my bed did I finally break down. My life had been spared. It was divine intervention that I, along with my travel companions, were not in those Towers that morning.

As my life has unfolded these past 10 years, I've often thought about the things that never would have been. I met and married the love of my life. I have two (almost three) beautiful babies. I've lived in a number of different states and cities. I've traveled. I've worked.

I've lived.

I'm so grateful for the "tender mercies" of the Lord. I'm grateful for my ordinary life. I'm grateful Suzie was in tune with, and acted upon her "prompting" to change our plans. The saying "what a difference a day makes" was never more true.

I will NEVER forget.

God Bless America!


Baxterfamily said...

Charmain, what a humbling and powerful experience! Thank you so much for sharing. It became more real to me than it ever has, hearing of your personal experience there.

Genene said...

That is an awesome story! I had no idea. I was there about a week after the attack. We had planned a trip months in advance and we were going to cancel but decided to go.. It was awesome and horrible at the same time. There was still Ash falling and the city was somber. I am so grateful that I was able to experience this first hand and am so grateful I decided to go. It had a profound affect on my life. I have bee back every year since then.
Thanks so much for sharing your story!

Charmain said...

Genene, I didn't realize you were there so soon after it happened. It took us about a week to get home. We were one of the first few flights out of JFK. What a crazy and humbling experience.

Like you, I returned every year until my oldest Munchkin was born a few years ago. I love that city, and I'm more connected to it because of this experience then I could have ever imagined I would be!

Kay G. said...

What an incredible story. How thankful I am that the woman had that "sixth sense" to change the date of that visit from Tuesday to the Sunday before. I also remember George W. Bush and like the whole nation, was surprised at how he was able to say the best things that he could possibly say.
This is such a good post. I was going to write about Sept. 11th this week, I hope you don't mind if I have a link to your post.

Charmain said...

Thank you Kay - please feel free to link and share! I look forward to reading your post!

Scriptor Senex said...

I came via Kay, Charmain. And glad I did. It's interesting to have another perspective on the event and I know you and all your descendants will for ever be grateful for whatever prompted Suzie to change the plans. God moves in mysterious ways, as they say. So many ordinary lives ruined that day and so many allowed to go on but just about every one of us - even this side of the Ocean - was changed in some way.

Canadian Chickadee said...

I reached your blog site, through an interconnection from "A Georgia Girl with an English Heart." Your account is so moving. Thank you for sharing it with us. I'm so glad to hear that your life has been okay since. You are to be commended for your calm, thoughtful approach to an event that was truly devastating.

A friend and her husband were in England shortly after 9/11 and she was moved to tears, seeing all the US flags -- hundreds of them -- flying from windows and balconies as their train moved through the British countryside. A moment of unity in a time of despair.

Bless you and keep you, and your family and friends,

Charmain said...

Scriptor and Chickadee - Thanks for stopping by and reading about my experience. It's nice to be reminded that it wasn't just Americans that felt the impact of September 11. Thank you both for sharing!

Sara said...

I am so glad you wrote this! It is extremely touching and I can imagine everything you described.

Unknown said...

Thank you so much for sharing. I will never forget where I was, what I was doing and how I felt the moment I realized what was happening. Instantly my heart, my soul and my body was in pain... I could feel, hear and see the pain of the victims and their families. I cried and cried for all of them.

Since I was a child I have always been able to feel other people's pain, I cluch my chest in pain, I can feel my soul hurt, my whole insides ache in pain.

As a child it scared me. Now as an adult I have sympathy and am able to provide comfort and understanding. I am able to provide peace and calmness. Today I am grateful for my gift.
My the Lord bless each and every one of us. ~Virginia

Unknown said...

You've said it better than any other person or the media. A powerful insight into a tragic travesty. Praise God for small mercies and for His protection of you and your friends. heather, AUS

Unknown said...

I'm happy you were spared. We live in NJ minutes from the GW Bridge. It seems to me that not everyone in our country realizes how actually horrifying the days events were. I appreciate you pointing out no one was looting. It was incredible to see absolutely everyone taking care of each other. I was working in a pharmacy & we were filling prescriptions for children & people who all had been evacuated from their homes near the towers. One friend had an office across the street & has PTSD from watching the planes. Another friend also worked in an office within site & witnessed people jumping from the burning towers. Another friend was fortunate her husband, brother, & 2 sisters all worked in adjoining towers & all made it home safely. I remember he site of black hawk copters flying over our home with soldiers & machine guns. It was eerily quiet because all planes were grounded. God Bless all the souls we lost that day & may we have peace on Earth. Love conquers all. I hope this comment finds you well.

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يمكنك أن تحصل علىشركة تجهيز ملاعب و التكاليف شركة نجيل صناعي و التي تعمل على التسهيل عليك فنحن شركة تنسيق حدائق إرضائك و التناسب شركة لاندسكيب بالقاهرة احتياجات العميل فنحن نقدم العديد من والتخفيضات المختلفة التي شركة تجهيز حمامات سباحه العملاء فنحن متميزون من اجل تنفيذ الحدائق بجميع المساحات نجيل صناعي للحدائقو الالوان المختلفة

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افضل أنواع المعطرات شركة تنظيف بدبي الخاصة والكنبشركة تنظيف كنب بدبي لإضافة أفضل شركة تنظيف بالشارقةأنواع المطهرات شركة تنظيف بعجمان والمطابخ وصحي البكترياشركة تنظيف بابو ظبي والجراثيم لدينا أحدث السياراتشركة تنظيف بالعين لتوفير الخدمةشركة تنظيف ام القيوين في وبمجرد شركة تنظيف الفجيرةاتصال

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نوفر نظام التعاقد السنوي الذي يتيحشركة تنظيف بعجمان لك النظافة الدائمة لمدة عام وكذلك نظام التعاقد شركة تنظيف بابو ظبيالنصف سنوي كما نقدم العروض والخصوماتشركة تنظيف بالعين بنسب كبيرة

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انسداد المجارى كارثة بيئية ومنزلية تسليك مجاري بالكويتومن الهام سرعة تصليح وتسليك المجاري شركة تسليك مجاريعلى الفور لعدم انتشار الروائح الكريهة او الغازات تسليك مجاري فى بالكويتالسامة الخطيرة او انتشار الحشرات الصيفية تسليك مجاري الكويتوالفئران والباعوض والذباب ، نحن افضل فنى صحي بالكويتشركة تسليك مجاري الكويت نغطى كافة ارجاء الكويت سباك بالكويتولدينا سيارات واقسام تغطىمعلم صحي بالكويت كافة الانحاء لسرعة الوصول

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يمكنك أن تحصل على أفضل تسليك مجاري الكويتو الوصلات الخاصة بالمياه و التي يتم تركيبها باتباع تسليك مجاري الكويتأفضل بالمياه بالإضافة تسليك مجاري فى الكويتالشبكات التي تعمل على التهوية و فنى صحي بالكويت أي نوع من العيوب التي قد تظهر على معلم صحي بالكويتالمواد و نحن متميزون في جميع أعمال السباكة سباك فى الكويتكانت إذا كنت تواجه أي نوع من شركة تسليك مجاريفلا تتردد في الاستعانة بفريق معلم صحي شركة تنظيف بالكويت البداية

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لقد قامت شركة تنظيف مباني شركة تنظيف بدبيالعين بتنظيف المباني والاهتمام بها من الداخل شركة تنظيف كنب بدبيوالاهتمام بتنظيف السلالم والعمل على شركة تنظيف بالشارقةواجهات المباني مستخدمة في ذلك أحدث الطرق، شركة تنظيف بعجمانالشركة أيضاً على عمالها الماهرين لإنجاز هذا شركة تنظيف بابو ظبيحيث أنهم يأتون إلى المكان فور الاتصال شركة تنظيف بالعينمستخدمين في

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تنظيف منازل دبي تعتبر النظافة شركة تنظيف بدبيمن أهم الأمور التي يجب أن تتوافر في كل منزلشركة تنظيف كنب بدبي أن بدون النظافة لا يصبح لدينا رغبة شركة تنظيف بالشارقةفي المنزل وتنتشر الطاقة السلبية في المكان شركة تنظيف بعجمانالأمراض بين الأشخاص؛ لهذا السبب يجب شركة تنظيف بابو ظبيالحفاظ على نظافة المكان الذي نعيش شركة تنظيف بالعينهذا الأمر

ahmed said...

وهي واحدة من أسهل الطرق التي يمكن أن أن تستخدم ، وتحتوي على أحدث المواد الكيميائية التي تعمل ضد جميع أنواع الحشرات ، وأنها آمنة تماما للأطفال وليس هناك ضرر في استخدامها.
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